The Melancholy Girl and Me (inspired by childhood melancholy story i found in book)

one day i happened to pass by a house
i saw a girl was sitting in front of her computer
when i passed the house again for second time
she was still sittin in front of the computer
and excitingly typing the keyboard
i could hear the sound of her keyboard echoing outside
and i happened to conclude that she never went out to hang out
for she was always spending her time there at her room

the other week, i met the girl at my friend’s wedding party
she was there with all her friends
she looked so happy but sad
for some reasons i saw her crying on the corner alone

so i decided to give her flowers
just to tell her that she was the beautiful girl
on earth i ever met in my life time
and then she cried
i was thinking if i made mistake
but she said it wasnt my fault
she was touched by my sincere willing
since nobody had ever given her flower before in her life time
she was longing that time
well i was so special

but when she was about to kiss me
i forgot to tell her
that i was not human at all

Crazy Girl Went to Heaven

i had a story about a crazy girl
that was always lonely

she went to the department store
buying things for his new room
all by herself

she went to the very nice restaurant
to eat very good delicious steak
she was alone while others with their couples

she went to the cinema
watching horror movie
all by herself

she celebrated her birthday
with no one arround

she left in the dark
no one cared

she lighted a fire
no one was there

she cried out loud
nobody was home

she called someone
no one was looking at her

you stupid idiota!
ofcourse you were always alone
you are a ghost, dumbhead!!

and there she went flying up, to heaven
crying out loud for her misery and loneliness
complaining to God

blah blah blah

you deserve to die as a bitch
because of that melancholy life you had

Our Banner Day

(Inspired by Kiara Vulcano)

this world is shit

its filled with many rotten asses

dumbasses, bastards, fags, cunts, assholes

we are the ruler of this world

we cut men noodles and display it on church

worship it and drink the blood coming from it

we let it decayed

we wait for the maggots to eat the flesh

and we invite Elton John to see the ceremony

when he is going to go back home to England,

we give him a gift, a twin penisses

that’ll make him masturbate all the time

we take a walk to town at night

we see some motherfuckers raping girls on car

so we throw a molotov to the car

let it burn nice lighting the dark night

we buy cold beers and a pot

and enjoy the view of a beautiful ignition

the night is so warm

with the wailing of the burned down alive

The melancholy ambition of a broken heart

i walked on the empty floor
with a strange look of revenge
to those who kept the hurt lied to deep
i brought my gun and was ready to shoot

thinking of the easiest way to kill myself
after a long time being lonely

i ate too much fast food to die
but i didnt die
i ate too much noodles with lots of MSG and potasium carbonate
but i didnt die
i ate too much vegetable with pesticide
but i didnt die
yet

so i better shoot my head right now
but i’ll be back alive
in a cartoon movie you freak!
I’d let a 10.000 lbs of concrete to fall over your head
smiting you to shit\
i’d put you in a small box and
I’d let the aircraft carrier ran over the box
and we’d be holding hands together
in our way to hell!

I took you to the deepest hot hell
to meet lucifer and ask him to recruit you
i’d even let him rape you!
and happyly i told you
that im still alive and not dead yet!
i’d be back to the earth leaving you having sex with the prince of darkness
I’d be waiting for your giving birth news at my cozy room
you gay bitch!
I love my life, im not the one who should die
simply because its my life

there i went to my room, putting the gun on the desk drawer
and sleeping on bed in peace and harmony

A melancholy death of a desperate girl

i got a dream
a very terrible dream
that i found someone true to me
what a silly dream it was
that i found someone fell in love
it was hard to believe as i always walk alone

yesterday was worse
i met someone thats fooly crazy about me
i didnt wish that
was that because the dream i had

God why did u give me that dream
when i was about to walk away and survive
so now its coming back again
that im feeling like a f**king idiot
with the need of being wanted
with the need of being loved

lets just jump off the roof top and die
lets just have a suicide bomb and shatter
lets just bang head to the spiky wall
and die slowly

cant believe im still alive
and my heart was pinched telling me
i need someone

just damn it give me that flower

damn it give me that ring

you stupid retarded

Give all your heart inside out
or I will tear your stomach
taking out your intenstine
and strangling your neck with it

you! yes you! you are the one.

I will tear you…………………

and there I went to the corner

tore my own stomach, took out my intestines and strangled my neck with it